A new low point

I made the terrible mistake of stepping on the scale this morning. Looks like I've gained a pound. After how many weeks of exercising almost every day? Eating properly? So I threw a brat fit and did not go work out. I am so sad right now. There are no words.

So frustrating

I am stuck at 193 for what seems like forever. That is the magic number, what I was the morning after Joseph was born. And I got down to it, after gaining 15 pounds AFTER he was born, which is nice and all, but I cannot believe I have not gone below it yet. He is 4 1/2 months old, and I have been working out and starving myself since he was 6 weeks old. This stinks.

I just keep telling myself to stay with the routine, and some day, I will wake up and be my proper weight. But that's 50 pounds away. That's as much as Peter weighs, I think. That's horrifying.

So as of today, I am:

193.2 pounds

34 waist

43 hips

26 thigh

Back to the beginning

Now that Joseph is 4 months old, I am finally back to my weight the day after he was born. But my measurements are a little better:

193.4

34 waist

43 hips

26 thigh

Still water aerobics most every day. Finding it easier to eat properly.