Iraq

early february: 49 hips, 38 waist, 29 thigh
april 25: 45 hips, 34 waist, 28 thigh
may 16: 43 hips, 32 waist, 26 thigh
june 7: 40 hips, 31 waist, 25 thigh
july 24: 37 hips, 30 waist, 25 thigh


these are my measurements from when Babu was in Iraq.


and i just found Mary's babybook.  i was 140 when i got pregnant, 172 when she was born.  i started this pregnancy at 176, and i'm still 197 at 2 months PP.


i need to lose between 50-60 pounds, about 10 inches off my hips, 8 inches off my waist.  i am on the edge of truly obese.  i am about to not fit into regular sizes.  i need a sense of urgency.


i need to focus on what i am choosing, not on what i am denying.